Do you ever wonder

Do you ever wonder what could have been. Do you ever stop and think maybe i should have done that differently. Do you wonder what it would have been like if they actually cared. Do you stop and think maybe i should cal them, maybe i'll be the bigger person and do the right thing. Do you act on that feeling or do you hold your grudge and wait for them. Do you ever wonder what you will do when that day comes when they are on longer here. How do you really feel, after all these years they can still get to you. Do you wonder what if you just called laided it all out and them just hung up. Would they care? Would they call you back, would they finally get it?