I think of you

When darkenss covers the sky I think of you the most. I think of the first time I saw you and how beautiful you looked, like an angel had fallen from heaven just for me. I think of the first time we kissed and how I never wanted it to end. I think of our first Christmas how special you made me feel. I think of the time I laid beside you and told you I would marry you someday. I think of the first movie we saw together and how I still to this day have not been able to watch the whole movie at once because I only watch it with you. I think about the time you told me you were pregnant with Mesa and how our lives would change forever. I think of the first time I saw her and she took me back to the first time I saw you. I remember how you used to drive me crazy with No Doubt and Chambawamba and how I could not stop listening to them when you were not there. I think about all the stupid things I have done and how much I have grown. I think about how much you must love me to still be here with me.