More Addiction

There was a time when i thought that there was no way out. That if i drank enough it would all go away. Every time i picked up a bottle it was to relieve my pain. It would go away for a little while but it was never gone. It haunts me every day. It taunts me and it usually wins. I never did quit drinking i just watch myself very carefully. I know my limits, that does not mean i can control myself it just makes me more aware of what i am doing so i dont get out me control.